relationship

Matt, Jeff and I are a big triangle... I love them both, but in totally different ways. I love Matt as the friend that I could never see go, and I love Jeff in that way that when I see him, my knees turn to jelly, and my brain goes into hyper-drive, and i can't stop that gut-wrenching feeling in my stomach... I can't stand Jeff being mad at me, and not talking to me. Him ignoring me, is worse than Matt not talking to me... I can't eat anything, because whenever I do, I feel like I'm going to puke... I mean I even felt like that all day, but I think that that was because Jeff wasn't talking to me. Anyway... Guys confuse me, and I'm totally love it!