I can't believe this

Jeff and i broke up, but it isn't going well. We weren't going well, and he's just really pissing me off a lot lately... we have rehersal tonight, to, and with him hating me, and telling me to start living because i only have a year to live, is really making me upset... i know that he's reading this, and i know that you said that you "called me out for the whore that i am", and you "totally blew me off" it hurts me that you hate me, but it really pisses me off that you say that you're pissed because i'm back with Matt, but isn't that what you said to do?!?!?!!? i mean... am i mistaken, or is that what your e-mail about me + matt meant!?!? whatever... i needed to say this