I want you to be here in my arms, but i'm not sure if you feel the same. I want you to hold me, and keep me safe
i want you to tell me that you forgive me, and that you can love me again.
I don't care if it's selfish, and i don't care that it's just a bad dream, it's what i want...

I want you to be there for me like you said it would be. but i don't want to forget you existed, and i never will...
the scars on my leg and arm are slowly leaving, but it's the ones on my heart that will take forever to fade...

I hope that you won't drop off of the world, but help me escape... i want to go away, and never come back to the pain.
i want to light up, or tip my head back and spin out of control... i want to float off of the ground, away from all of the pain, and suffering that i have caused the people in my life...


i want to go on a trip, and not come back until everything is as it was before.
i want to be in my mind, and away from everyone and the pain i started...
But most of all i want to hide away, and never hurt another person again...

only myself...