Everyone knows me as Courtney, but it's Annabelle's personality that everyone knows... They know the "whore down the hall" and she's loving the attention that she gets, but now Courtney is showing up... the real me is afraid of the eyes... except when she is on stage... That is the only real time that I'm completely myself... is when I'm on that stage... and I'm either working, acting, or just building a set... I am always Courtney on stage...
Annabelle doesn't like that type of eyes looking at her... analyzing her every move... thinking about why she's doing what she's doing... Annabelle lives for the "shock factor", the "drama" if you will... She's the one that keeps on making drama in her life... she's the one that I'm trying to stifle... the one that I'm trying to make go away... but she's just like my headaches... she might go away for a little bit, but eventually she's gonna show up again...
I do remember when Annabelle started taking control... it was when i went back to skool after my daddy went away... i needed to "be happy" and no one would let Courtney just be alone... I don't remember the exact moment when i thought of Annabelle, but i do remember the stuff that she's done... but that's a whole other post... if you want to know... you can e-mail me... or even better text... Until another ride home...
~Baby
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment