i don't know what to do with myself these days... i feel like nothing is going right, except Matt... other than him... everything in my life is hell. Jeff won't talk to me, in fact he's not even reading this any more... and my parents are being total asswipes... i just can't stand anyone any more... most weekends i stay in my room, and surf the internet, but when my stepdad unplugged the internet the other night... i ihad nothing else to do... so i went to bed... without dinner... i really just want something to happen... anything besides a fight with my parents... but it's not like amything like that is going to happen... i just really hope that we have skool tomorrow... because i really just want everything to go back to normal...
I mean it... i'm so bored that i've spent all of my time on familyguynow.com... now i'm not saying that it's a bad thing that i'm catching up on my Peter Griffin... but i really just want to do something with a bit of substance... it was either that ot Scrubs... but i watched that yesterday...
it gets me thinking about what we talked about in Wellness the other day... about suicidal people going through with it because they are bored... but i think it's just because we're all fucked up in the head... my gram's bi-polar... doesn't that shit like skip a generation?? cuz that would explain a lot... oh well... i guess i should just go back to my watching T.V. on the net...
~Baby
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