getting a thought out of your head is hard, especially when it's about someone who will never be ther for you again... no matter how hard you want them to be there...
I had thoughts about my dream all today... and i'm just not sure that i can say goodbye yet... every sorner that i turn... i still remember things that we did... i can see the shadow of him and me, just hanging out, laughing... not even when we were together... just when we were friends... i miss just talking to him about A7X, and stupid Family Guy quotes...
I just want us to be able to talk... but i guess that that's never going to happen... seeing as how i've completly screwed him over 3 times... and you know what the saying is... "Screw me once, shame on me; Screw me twice, shame on you; Screw me three times, shame on you again..." and i've done that... so i guess that you can blame me for everything...
even how there is no oxygen in outer space...
I really can't stand seeing him every day... but i guess that it's my torture for hurting someone that i really thought that i was great friends with... why am i even here, if i just keep hurting all of those around me... and i keep letting down those who build me up to be more than something that i am... i really just can't keep on going on like this... knowing that with every move that i take... it's the wrong one... and that i can never make things right...
~Baby
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