The Perfect Boyfriend:

When she pushes you or hits you like a retard because she thinks shes stronger than you:
[ Grab her and don't let go ]


When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough:
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]


When she's quiet:
[ Ask her whats wrong ]


When she ignores you:
[ Give her your attention ]


When she pulls away:
[ Pull her back ]


When you see her at her worst:
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]


When you see her start crying:
[Just hold her and don't say a word ]


When you see her walking:
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]


When she's scared:
[ Protect her ]


When she steals your favorite hoodie:
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]


When she teases you:
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]


When she doesn't answer for a long time:
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]


When she looks at you with doubt:
[ Back yourself up ]


When she says that she loves you:
[ she really does more than you could understand ]


When she grabs at your hands:
[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]


When she bumps into you with her big ass hips ;)
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]


When she tells you a secret:
[ keep it safe and untold ]


When she looks at you in your eyes:
[ don't look away until she does ]


- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.


- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go.


- When she says she's OK don't believe it, talk with her.


- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you.


- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her.


- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.


- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.


- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.


- Give her the world.


- Let her wear your clothes.


- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.


- Let her know she's important.


- Kiss her in the pouring rain.


- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking baby?"



I thought that this was sweet, so i copied it off of Myspace, and put it on here... with a few minor adjustments. So... everything has been happening so fast, i guess I've just gotten swept up in the rush of it all... so... Friday... Matt and i broke up... and i felt really good about it because He and i are sort-of back together... it's not official yet, but I'm his, and he's mine... we are sort of "getting away from our problems" but it;s by following our hearts, not our heads that we can do this... i love him, and i always have... since the first time i said it to Him... I've always meant it... and always will... i love how i feel right now, because it seems like everything is in the right place now... I'm not fighting with anyone, i am loved, i am in love, i feel safe, i am free to be me (that's a big one) and I'm genuinely happy, which i can't say i have been for a while... it felt like when i was with Matt, i was always trying to be good for him... i felt like his little china doll, that couldn't ever get a scratch... but now that I'm with Jeff... i know that I'm not made of glass, but of something stronger... and i can mess up every once in a while, i just have to be truthful about it... and that doesn't meant that i can cheat on him, tell him about it, and then it's all OK... no... it means that if i cut, or i do something stupid like that, that i tell him, and he'll hold me, and lie to me and tell me that everything will be OK, even if we're going into an Armageddon...

i love this feeling... and i hope that it never goes away.