ok... so... i feel very lazy because this is my my first post of the new year. but everything is going great in my life right now... Sure... Sarah may be mad at me... but i've got Jeff... we aren't officially bf/gf... but we are together, and we will be forever. I just don't get why Sarah's so mad. I mean. i brought in the new year right with Jeff. a guy who really truly loves me. i'm sorry that she couldn't do the same with her guy... but whatever...
so... Matt and i broke up... and now Jeff and i are going to make our dating official on Monday at skool... and this time it's going great... we've only had 1 problem, and we worked it out.. i can't help feeling like this is going to work out... i mean it... i'm just so happy right now... i guess that it's just that everything is going so perfectly. and i love it... i thought that New Years was going to be me, alone... or worse... me and my parents... ugh... the horror... but thankfully Jeff realized through our talks that i NEEDED to get out of the house... and so he invited me... i went... and after his parents and sister and friends went to bed... we did the dishes, watched South Park The Movie, and then brought in the new year right... our way... no we didn't have sex... we just laid there in each other's arms... (for some of it) and it all felt right...
Then the week started, and after Matt wasn't mad at me an more... i decided that it might be best if Jeff and i made our relationship public... because i can't stand walking down the ahll with him, and not holding his hand, or not kissing him goodbye before i go to class... I've fallen head-over-heels, loopy, crazy in love with him... and i couldn't be happier that i'm with a guy who knows what i've been through, and can help me more than i ever knew possible just by siting on IM with me for hours at a time... it's great... i could keep on rambling on about how much i love Jeff for hours... but i don't have that long... so i guess i'll end this... I LOVE YOU BABE!!!
~Angel
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