Helper

i've just spent the past hour at least helping people in a chat room for emo/self mutilating kids... and you know what... i felt like i really made a difference... i helped 3 people, and made a new friend... i was surprised how easily the help/advice came into my head, and was there on the screen a moment later... and the things that i said actually made sense... almost all of these kids had been physically abused... and i could only empathize with them, but when it came time to talk about cutting, and other things like that... i was there... 1000%... i could know exactly what these people were going through, and it sounded good coming out of my fingers... i mentioned You at least 10 times... and i told them about the CJ you carved.

but then i told them how we've been clean for so long, and they actually believed that we could do that with just Love and dedication...
i told them about my baggie, and how i gave it to you...
i haven't told them about how you're holding onto my pocket knife... but eventually i will...
I told them a lot, but i kept it vague... like i know how to... i used the nickname
SuicidalAngel
It felt so good to help people... and i actually thought about becoming a shrink while i was talking to them...
It would be great... i could help teens... and make sure that they didn't go through My Black October... I'm thinking about sleeping, but my mind is racing... i can't sleep... that's what Theater is for... with a Sub... i can sleep... '

I Love You Kare... and to my other readers... SPREAD THE WORD!!!!