Letter to my editor 2

Dearest Editor:

I Love You more than anything in this world, and I can't imagine my life without you. This last month has been the hardest month of my life. Every October included, because... every day, I didn't know what to do with myself... and... now that you're home, i still don't know what to do with myself. So... now i'm just completely lost. When I'm with you, everything feels right, but... without you, i'm even more of a wreck than i was with you gone. I can't stand these nights alone, without my Love. I can't stand this. I want to just sneak over every night, and just be with you. The reason why i've been so picky/naggy about you calling me when you leave to go somewhere, or where you get home from being somewhere... it's not because i'm possessive... (that's only if you're with Graci)... it's because I want to make sure that you're ok, and are safe. I worry sooo much about you every single day I don't think that i will ever stop till we're together forever, till we're living together, and I can always know when your'e home, because i'll be waiting for you. That's why... whenever you can... i'd REALLY appreciate it if you could just text me/give me a quick call when you go somewhere... or get home... so that I KNOW that you're safe. I don't care if you have to do other stuff, or if you can't get online to talk to me... i don't care, as long as you're safe. because... i don't know what i'd do without you.