food

do we really need food to survive? how many days can we go without eating? how many days did the people in the Bible go without eating? What if i ate dinner tonight, and then i didn't eat again?... Would anyone really care if I didn't eat again?? Would people "care" if I just disappeared into nothing?? I'm so sick of my body these days, and I'm sick of being fat. i hate how i feel after i eat every day. I always get burps that hurt, and my stomach aches, and head hurts for hours after i've eaten. It seems like the only thing that i can keep down, and feel ok about it is water and pretzels. I don't really want to be here any more, i don't want my fat to be taking up too much space. I know that i shouldn't feel that way, but i do, and nothing that anyone really says can change my mind.