Did I do the Right thing?

I don't know. I feel like I did because of all of the good things that we were, but then I have to remind myself about all of the bad things that happened that I don't/can't deal with again.
I just miss the relationship, and being able to talk to him about anything, but I don't miss the fact that I had to keep reminding him a thousand times not to call me a million and one times, and to let me sleep if I have to work the next day.

I think that it was for the best. Everyone tells me it is. All of our friends on both sides are happy that it's over. People even fucking "liked" his changed relationship status on Facebook till he told them not to. I'm just feeling a little upset mostly because I miss him.
I feel like all I see around me is couples, and wishing that I was in a relationship again, but I know that I just need to be single for a little bit.

I'm also starting to REALLY miss Daddy again. He just pops into my head randomly about 1000 times a day. Which is about 100x more than usual. I really feel like this is not helping my depression and my migraines. It seems whenever I start thinking about him, I either want to cut again, or I just start feeling like I'm not myself any more and I'm back to where I was Junior Year in High School. It scares me a little, but I really don't like to talk to other people about my fucking Daddy Issues. That's what everyone calls them. "Daddy Issues" "Abandonment Issues" and that causes major Depression Trigger. I guess it's normal, but I just hate feeling helpless like this. I think I'm going to go talk to Daddy tomorrow in Portland. If I leave early in the morning, i think I'll be able to get to the cemetery in time to really have a good day with him.

I keep telling myself "Do Not Cry At Work" but I can't help it. I just need to keep strong and not let the tears well out of my eyes. I'm going to go call my Mum.