sleep...

I  am sooo tired.  i just slept in japanese class, and i can't believe that i did.  i didn't feel tired this morning, but i fell asleep in Japanese class and didn't wake up til my teacher woke me up.  i mean i wasn't having to do anything, but it waas still wierd.  i haven't fallen asleep in class since before first grade.  i need help... no i need a nap.  it felt sooo good to sleep, even to just shut my eyes for more than 5 minutes and not have to think about anything.  it was gr8.  ttyl8r yall
Caio
Bubblez* 

I'm such an IDIOT!!!

i can't believe that i got shot down again.  i mean i understand that some guys just don't want a g/f some times...but to be told that a guy wouldn't go out wit me even if he wanted a g/f is just cold. i mean he could have just as easily said that i wasn't his type, but we could still be friends.  i mean at least that would mean he has a heart.  i mean i like a few guys,  but i mean they don't have to be that mean.  Ever since i broke up wit Jon my love life has been non-existant.  i mean... did i have some special thing about me that made guys want me when i knew that they shouldn't?? or was it just that i was dressing so slutty.  i mean ya...i've gained a few pounds, but not that much.  i mean i'm not like tabby.  I hate to say this but she's gotten bigger than she was last year.  I mean i thought that she was gonna go on a diet because she was in high-school now, but i guess she just let herself go.  i mean i really hate to be saying this, but how could she get a b/f  before me???i mean really!! at least it's not a real b/f. she's going out wit this guy from minnesota on the internet.  i mean a LD b/f is okay if you've actually met them, but never meeting the person for real is the same as saying " hi, please kidnap me i told you everything about me, and you're just some creepy guy" i mean if she gets hurt i'll feel sorry fir her, but i'll also have to say told ya so.  i mean even if he is a real guy who really is her age he's stil gonna be a jerk.   i mean all guys are.  i mean one second they're telling you that they love you, and the next they're telling you to never call them again.  i mean either they're jerks or they're just immature.  i mean i would only think about going out wit two guys in my homeroom.  and even they can be immature at times.  i mean a guy who likes video games is a good guy, because you know that he's normal, but if that's all that they do during homeroom then they have a small problem.  i mean i can't play video games, but i love watching bois playing them.  well...i'd better go to 3rd period class.  
Caio all!
~Coconuts*