Wow... like a total update!!

I don't think that i've been on here in like forever, but everything is going great!! I mean i'm at my job now, and i have a great boss. as i think i said i'm working at a summer camp in Maine. I really like it, cause it's a christian summer camp, and it's great. I have to clean in the morning, and them in the afternoons i have Swing Dance, Arts and Crafts, and then if i feel like it i join inhe Ultimate game. Everything's been fine at home, and nothing's really changed. A big storm hit our house about a week ago now, and i was gonna go home that day, but i couldn't take a shower so i wasn't going to go home. i had to stay for Campfire and waching the Camp video. was fun, and i'm deff. glad that i stayed, but i really miss my dogs. well... i guess that's it!

Caio!

~baby

I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!

ya... I got the job that I've wanted for like ever. This summer I'm gonna be at my favorite summer camp for 7 weeks. In a row too! I know I'm sooooo lucky, but I really thought that this was blog worthy

oh... And Shantelle's pissed at me cause I told her boy toy something that I thought that she already told him. But ya... That's what's up wit my life.

I'm SCREWED!!!

My god I'm SUCH AN IDIOT!!!!! Ok, so I write this note that tells this guy that I like him. Ok, not too bad, right? WRONG! Turns out that said guy can't keep his personal notes to himself and he showed it to his ENTIRE homeroom. Well... He says that the gurl that he liked took it from him and began to read it, which is totally not cool, but anyway and then she showed it to his homeroom that she is in as well. I mean... As if that's not bad enough he wouldn't shut up about it on the bus tonight either. I mean I made a lil p.s. for him and ONLY him to read. It basically said that if he asked any guy that they would say that I'm a lil bit of a dirrty dancer. I told him that I grind hard. I mean that's just common knowledge to any guy that I've danced with that way. I mean I'm fine with the fact that Brittany was a bitch about the whole thing and told everyone about the p.s. but the think that really pisses me off is the fact that he wouldn't shut up about it on the bus. I swear I almost cried. I mean after I got off the bus. And I still don't know how he feels about me. I mean I understand if he doesn't like me that way, the way that he likes Chantelle, but I'm cool wit that, I just wish that he'd tell me. i mean i write tons of notes to people, but they usually never write back. that is unless it's during class on one piece of paper. i just really wish that i could underatand what a guy sees when he looks at me and chantelle walking down the hall by ourselves. i mean ilove chantelle to pieces, but she pisses me off sometimes by how hot guys think that she is. i mean now that she's lost her virginity it just seems that guys are even more attracted to her. i just don't get it, and i guess i never will untill i have sex, which i've told myself that i'm not gonna do untill i feel that i'm ready. and that means untill i feel that i could support a baby, and other nasty stuff that comes from having sex. i just don't get it. i mean guys are proud that they've fucked 25 girls, but a girl i think is more conservative about that type of stuff. at least i am. i'm tellin ya... if i don't get any type of action soon i'm gonna snap. wel.... i guess that's it. let me wrap it up... i'm mad at all guys because they think that i'm discusting, i'm pissed at the new kid... i still can't remember his name... and if i don't get some soon i'm switching to chicks.

I can't believe that Jessicca is threatening me. i mean she thinks that i hit on every fucking guy that i see, that she likes, or that she is friends with. i mean... ya, there's a new guy here, and ya, i do think that he's hot, but it's his first day here, and i really don't do stuff like that.  i mean she's treating me like i'm the school slut, when i've only had a few boyfriends, and she has done what with guys??? from what i've heard she's a lil bit of a slut herself.  i mean... no that's what i mean.  i am just sooooo pissed off.  she just thinks that i'm hitting on every single guy that she likes, or that she's friends with first.  I just can't stand how EVIL she is.  i mean she wears these little 13" skirts and thinks that she's hot, and really it's just gross!.  i mean at least when i wear a skirt it'a a boho skirt, and it's nice and long enough to cover my Bootylicious Ghetto Ass!. I mean she's about 6'1, and she's way too tall for any guy to even consider going out with her.  i mean i could go out with a large handfull of guys if i really wanted to, but i don't "put out" so a bunch of those guys would not go out wit me.  well... i guess is hould go to class.
Ttyl everyone!
Bubblez

I'm sooooo Pissed!!!

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i need to sleep more...i can't stay awake in class wit ottman, and to tell you the truth i'm kinda pissed.  i mean i want to do good in class, and i want to get a good grade, but to be honest i'm just not that interested in what she has to say.  i mena it's not like i'm a bad kid, i mean i hate the ol bag, but today i'm just plain ol tired.  i have no idea y though.  i mean i stayed up till 10 last night like i've been doing every day since vacation started, and i did it sunday night as well, and i got up earlier yesterday than i did today.  i think that it's just wierd.  i mean i've been eating right, and i have been sleeping, but today all i really want to do is plop down on my couch with my down blanket around me sleeping.  Well... As Forest Gump would say " that's all i have to say about that right now."

sleep...

I  am sooo tired.  i just slept in japanese class, and i can't believe that i did.  i didn't feel tired this morning, but i fell asleep in Japanese class and didn't wake up til my teacher woke me up.  i mean i wasn't having to do anything, but it waas still wierd.  i haven't fallen asleep in class since before first grade.  i need help... no i need a nap.  it felt sooo good to sleep, even to just shut my eyes for more than 5 minutes and not have to think about anything.  it was gr8.  ttyl8r yall
Caio
Bubblez* 

I'm such an IDIOT!!!

i can't believe that i got shot down again.  i mean i understand that some guys just don't want a g/f some times...but to be told that a guy wouldn't go out wit me even if he wanted a g/f is just cold. i mean he could have just as easily said that i wasn't his type, but we could still be friends.  i mean at least that would mean he has a heart.  i mean i like a few guys,  but i mean they don't have to be that mean.  Ever since i broke up wit Jon my love life has been non-existant.  i mean... did i have some special thing about me that made guys want me when i knew that they shouldn't?? or was it just that i was dressing so slutty.  i mean ya...i've gained a few pounds, but not that much.  i mean i'm not like tabby.  I hate to say this but she's gotten bigger than she was last year.  I mean i thought that she was gonna go on a diet because she was in high-school now, but i guess she just let herself go.  i mean i really hate to be saying this, but how could she get a b/f  before me???i mean really!! at least it's not a real b/f. she's going out wit this guy from minnesota on the internet.  i mean a LD b/f is okay if you've actually met them, but never meeting the person for real is the same as saying " hi, please kidnap me i told you everything about me, and you're just some creepy guy" i mean if she gets hurt i'll feel sorry fir her, but i'll also have to say told ya so.  i mean even if he is a real guy who really is her age he's stil gonna be a jerk.   i mean all guys are.  i mean one second they're telling you that they love you, and the next they're telling you to never call them again.  i mean either they're jerks or they're just immature.  i mean i would only think about going out wit two guys in my homeroom.  and even they can be immature at times.  i mean a guy who likes video games is a good guy, because you know that he's normal, but if that's all that they do during homeroom then they have a small problem.  i mean i can't play video games, but i love watching bois playing them.  well...i'd better go to 3rd period class.  
Caio all!
~Coconuts*

3 in a row

three posts in one day. i must be wicked bored. i'm sitting at the basketball game and we're down by two. my friend has my ipod, and if i don't get it back i'm screwed. well....i guess that's all i have to say 4 now.
(¯`·†._)Coconuts(¯`·†._)

i lied...............lol

ok...so i lied. i have a bit more to chat mindlessly on about. I know that i should be over him, but i'm not. i mean my ex-boyfriend. i realy loved him. he made me feel like nothing could go wrong. he made me feel like there's nothing that could make me feel bad, because no matter how bad anything got i would always have him.
"Never underestimate my Jesus. You're telling me that there's no hope, i'm telling you you're wrong." Relient K, The anatomy of tounge in cheek. I love that saying in that song that those guys wrote. it just makes me feel so much better. I do believe in jesus christ, but i don't go to church as much as i should.
i am really boored at the moment.

(¯`·†._)Coconuts(¯`·†._)

I Can't Get Him Out Of My Head!!!

ok...
i have a problem. my best friend and i are both single. i want this wicked cute bass player of The Naked, my school's hottest band, and so does she. but you see she also likes this other guy a lot, and i also like her ex-boyfriend. Joe. We went to the movies with her guy crush and joe this weekend. we saw Big Mamma's House 2. I really don't remember that much of it. Joe and i hit it off big time. So...what do i do. I keep on crushing hard on both guys until one of them will go out with me.
I'm sitting in the lunchroom looking at the fine balance between everyone. we have no real cliques, but we have little groups. the stoners and me, the music guys, the preps, and then there are the normal people who really don't care where they sit, just as long as they are all together. listening to music, and crushing on guys, and sitting in the corner of the lunchroom gives you a ton of time to just think. This is the most that i've ever written. I'm really concintrated today. it's really wierd. i can blare music into my ears, and i can still concintrate. actually the funny thing is that i can concintrate a lot more when i'm listining to tooo loud music. i think it's because i'm not listining to the people around me. i can only comprehend two things at a time. i mean i can be listining to music and typing and i can hear every word that i'm listening to, and i can type peerfectly fine. ok, i do mess up on some spelling, but yal can still read it. i gues that's all i can think of right now. well ttyl!
(¯`·†._)Coconuts(¯`·†._)

Homeroom blues

I'm sitting here in homeroom, and i have nothing better to do than write in my blog. I'm obsessing over two guys, and i can't get them out of my head. I like both of them, but i think that i love one of them. When i see him i can't believe that i know him. he's so much fun, and so cute, according to my likings. The other guy i just really like. My friends all say that i'm crazy, and that i should just ask them out, but i don't want to seem desperate. I'm so confused. Listening to the lyrics of The Killers i get even more sadder. wait...is sadder a word?? sadder....sadder...ya, it sounds ok. I just can't stand how hung up i am over this guy. i want to be with him so bad, but i don't know how he feels about me. if he still likes me i hope that he tells me in some sort of way, but if he doesn't i guess i'm going to aksk that other guy out. wel, class is starting in about 5 min.

foxyvixen90210

i figured something out.............finally!!

i am a complete genious! well, not exactly. i figured out why he never e-mailed me. he doesn't have a good inernet connection at home, and his computer won't let him on yahoo at school. i told him to try it at home, but it wouldn't let him on then either. i guess i'm just destined to be with him, but not to e-mail him. 10 more minutes till lunch. i can't believe it. i have so many friends, but i wouldn't say that i'm popular, but i have a ton of friends. my life has changed so much from last year when i only had a handfl of friends, but now i have a bucket-full. well, have to pack up 4 lunch
ttyl yall
ttfn

like, totally!! foxyvixen90210

whatever

i dropped my chapstick, and i said whatever. i named my blog whatever. i really don't care what happens. When my mum asks what i want for dinner i say "whatever." in the grand scheme of life i really don't care what happens to me, because i'm listening to relient k, and am in a great mood right now. i don't care what happens, and i'm ok with that. everyone says that i'm crazy, and i am, but i really don't care what they think. I'm borderline crazy, and past that. But i am in a god way. well, my friend needs her computer now
ttfn yall

foxyvixen90210

Nobody Understands Me

Hey All,
I can't shake the feeling that no one ever takes me seriously. I know a lot of people, but it seems like none of them ever take me seriously. I mean, how would you feel if you had all sorts of friends, but to them you thought that you were just a joke. I hate it, and it's getting really bad now that my beef with jessicca has gone schoolwide. I was fine with her just calling me a tampon, because i died my hair red, but now everyone knows me by "the tampon" The Administrator, if you're out there, please tell me what i should do. I don't really know you all that well, but i feel like i can take your advice.
Well that's it mostly
foxyvixen90210
P.S. I almost forgot That's right!!!