WTF!!!

If I say that I have a lot of homework to do, LEAVE ME ALONE To do it! Do NOT call me multiple times if I hang up, or text/im me again and again to pick up my phone, because I'm on a roll, and I don't want to interrupt that, so leave me the hell alone.

I have a lot of homework to do, which may be something foreign to you, because you never seem to have homework to do unless it is something that you have for Psych that you've just forgotten about or something till now, and you're still talking to me while trying to do something you don't remember the answers to because you didn't pay attention in class, and your notes are too long/you don't take any, and that's why you can't read them/look over them again because it's "too much".

I on the other hand have HOURS and HOURS of homework to do. I have 2 English classes that are heavy workloads in themselves, and on top of that, i have my Education class that requires a lot of hours of work. The work isn't hard, it's just VERY Time consuming. ALL of my classes are Time Consuming, except for MY Psych class which is HARDER/MORE ADVANCED than yours, so I don't understand why the hell you're fucking saying "oh, this is so hard, I don't understand any of it, It's too much" and Mine is actually pretty easy! Whatever.

You say that you'll leave me alone, and I am thankful for that, but then to call me and tell me that I need to respect you more, when you said that you would leave me alone is total shit! I AM BUSY now, and I honestly don't want to talk to you, or anyone else for that matter, till I am DONE with my homework, but if you keep calling me and aggravating me like this, because you CONSTANTLY are calling me again and again and I can't do it. I can't talk to you because I AM RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF IMPORTANT WORK!! You just don't seem to understand how fucking important ANYTHING Is besides running and YOUR classes, and even then, you don't really seem to get that because you aren't paying attention in half of your classes!!! I don't care if you "know it all" all ready, or if the professor is "repeating themselves" YOU NEED TO PAY ATTENTION IN ALL OF YOUR FUCKING CLASSES!!!!

When I say that i need to study, it's honestly saying "I have to work, leave me the fuck alone till I CONTACT YOU again! DO NOT Contact me while I'm studying because you're more likely than not fucking up my studying, and throwing me off of my train of thought completely because you've PISSED me off SOOO Much Because YOU Fucking don't get that I NEED TO KEEP WORKING TILL I AM DONE WITHOUT DISTRACTIONS, OR ELSE I DO NOT GET ANY FUCKING WORK DONE!!!!!"

I'm Sorry, but my phone is staying off for the rest of the day, and you have ROYALLY pissed me off, because you're NOT Letting me study, which is stressing me out, which is pissing me off at YOU because right now YOU are the one who is causing a hindrance to my studying, to my passing my classes, and to my GRADUATION!!!!! So if you want me to drop out and just spend all my time talking to you, please, just tell me now and I will, because it seems like that's what you want because God Forbid I'm Online WAITING FOR YOU to get online, because I KNOW that you'll want to talk to me, and I Don't Fucking Text You AS SOON As I get online!!! Do you know how that feels?? It's almost like you are ALWAYS NEEDING NEEDING NEEDING to talk to me! I Don't ALWAYS Need to be talking to you! in fact, most of the time, I Do NOT want to be talking to you when I say that I HAVE WORK TO DO!!!!!

I guess this all comes down to you always wanting to talk to me, and interrupting my studying, and which pisses me off, and sends me/you/us on this downward spiral. I WILL NOT NOT NOT NOT Have you do this any more!! I have HOURS of work to do, and if you don't fucking leave me the hell alone during the time when I say that I'm working, then we WILL go through WEEKS when we do not talk. This is the first weekend of MANY that I won't talk to you, if you keep wanting to do this and not let me study. Either leave me alone till I Text/Call/IM you, or We will NOT be talking. That's how it HAS to be right now because Unlike You, I Have TONS of homework to do, and if you're like this now, I can ONLY IMAGINE how things will be when my homework gets even HARDER, and even MORE Time Consuming!

I Love You More than ANYTHING!! But when you piss me off, that's just about the LAST thing that I want to be telling you because you should KNOW THAT!!! But it just seems like if you are ALWAYS asking to hear it, you NEED to hear it to be confident in yourself, and in our relationship. I'm not going to do that, so either grow up and realize that People Do Not Tell Each Other That They Love Each Other 5,000 Times A Day, or I'll just make you a recording of me gushing for you, so you can play that over and over to yourself so that MAYBE it will FINALLY stick that I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU!!! No other fucking GUY is EVER going to change that, and i don't even LOOK at other fucking guys!! So STOP with that RIGHT NOW!!! Just Leave that alone, because I don't know HOW MANY times I've told you (EVEN AFTER MY Oops) that I DON'T LOOK AT OTHER GUYS!! and you STILL fucking think it.

So, thank you for upsetting me,
Thank you for distracting me beyond getting right back to work,
Thank you for Pissing me Off beyond wanting to yell,
Thank you for calling me again and again, and texting me about "no I Love You?"
and finally, Thank you for NOT listening to me about the fact that I have WORK To do!