Longest Week In My Life

it's been 9 days since i saw my love... I can't stand being sooo far away from him... I don't know exactly where he is, people ask where he is, and i just tell them that he is on vacation... but... that's a lie... (technically)... I've been sooo strong this past week, but... being away from him... i can't see him.. i'm completely shutting down.
Everything that i do, makes me miss him even more... even going on websites that we went onto together... it kills me, i have to stay busy, though... No one knows how lost i feel right now... because they're probably never had their love ripped away from them, without even getting to say goodbye...
When I think of what he might be going through, i can't even think straight... I cry every time i start to think about him, and when i start to miss him... i get a knot in my stomach, and my eyes start to water, and i can't help but cry.
WHY CAN'T HE COME HOME!!!!!!!!