Stronger!

Things crumbled a little after my last post, but now I feel like they're stronger than ever, and can only get better, and go up from here...

so... what happened was Jay got scared because I told him that I was falling in Love with him and he broke up with me because he didn't think that he was/could be feeling the same way for me. He broke me that day, and when I was crumbling and crying he held me and then started to cry as well when he was saying goodbye.

I didn't have to work the couple days after that, and I didn't really leave my room/bed that much... I just kept thinking about Jay and where I went wrong/if i went wrong somewhere. I was really glad when my friend Aaron got me out of the dorm and into the Comp Club, and he was good enough to bring me in when Jay wasn't in there. Jay and I talked each night, and after 2 days of him thinking, he decided that he wanted me back. Because of how I feel about Jay, and about how much I had been thinking about everything, and how I have always been known to give second chances I told him to pick me up outside my dorm in 15 minutes.

He was there, and I asked him after we had talked some stuff out if I had a Jay back, and he said Yes! So now Jay and I are back together, and I think that we're doing even better than ever! I now know what I need to say when I want something, and Jay knows what to say if he needs something from me as well. This is just such a better go at our relationship now, and I'm SOOOO HAPPY!!

I just REALLY had to get that out. And now there's more Happiness to follow!! :)