I Think I Love You!

I think that i'm in love with Peter.  I'm not sure, but i really like him, and when we were at the mall this past weekend it just felt right.  I mean I would choose places, and he would choose places, and we just totally clicked.  plus our first kiss wasn't the most perfect placed, but it was wonderful.  I can't wait untill we get to have some real alone time together. Also, even though he wanted to spend a ton of money on me I was happy even when he didn't.  If we just went onto a store and were in each other's company.  I'm sooooooo pissed, though, because even though i had a digital camera there we didn't take one picture of us.  I really would have liked a few pics to show to my friends.  Oh, did I say that i saw Jess, Molly, and Nick there too?? well I did.  I even introduced them to Peter as my boyfriend and they seemed to like him, but I'll have to wait till Tuesday to hear their real verdict on their feelings over him.  Right now i can's stop thinking about this past summer and how there were soooo many signs, but i was just too wanting him to do something big to notice.  oh, ya...  i  liked peter this summer, and so did my friend, but it turns out that peter liked me too, but he just wouldn't put a move on me because we were at a church camp.  also one of the councelors was waching us like a hawk.  lol.  but... ya.  being with peter just feels right.  i don't know if i can call it love just let, but i am totally in like with him.  head-over-heels in like or even luv with Peter Griffin.  

I just hope that the feeling's mutual.

Caio!

~Baby

ugh :/

There's something wrong with me.  I hate to say this but I keep on seeing my ex (the 2 year-er) and I keep on replaying the last time that I saw him.  I was so happy, and I can't help to wonder if I did the right thing.  I mean I AM happy now, but I can't help wondering, what if... 

I mean it's not like i'm not happy right now with my b/f that i have now.  I'm VERY happy, I've just been very confused lately.  I think once I see Peter these memories will go away.  I guess that since I've gone a whole year without Jon I'm just starting to miss it.  All of the drawings that he sent me I threw out, except for a few that i really like, but I still miss it.  Waiting for a letter from him, and once I got it, showing it to my friends and having them ooh, and aah over the mushy stuff that he said.  And then there was the writing back to him and then the cycle went on.  

Peter means a lot to me, but he has to know that there will always be a special place in my heart for Jon because he was my first love.  Hopefully Peter will make himself comfortable in my insecurities and come to have a special place in my heart for him too.  

I guess that's all i have to say.  I'm just confused about everything right now, and I really hope that you understand, Peter.  

ok

you all need to go to this website, and comment on my pics.


http://community.webshots.com/album/556927202TlXnME



ya... i realy hope that you all like them.

if you leave a racy comment and you're not a chick you WILL get beat by my boyfriend.
ttyl8r!

Caio!

~Baby

oh my gosh!!

it's another year, and it went by sooo fast.  i mean i can't believe that last year i remember who i was, and i 've changed sooo much in just one year.  i would like to tell everyone, if anyone, who reads my blog that i am soooo sorry that i haven't written in a while.  just sooo much has happened.  last you heard from me i got the summer job.  well... i''m working there next year too, and i couldn't be happier.  in November i took drivers ed, and i got my permit.  i also got a really great new friend a few months ago.  Wow.  the summer went by really fast, you know devotionals, activities, and work all went by really fun and fast.  i'm really into "Rent" and "Wicked" right now, and it's all thanks to my job, and all of the really cool people that i met there.  i miss my American.  lol.  don't ask.  ya.. things have been pretty boring around here.  I got a part time job cleaning cars, and i got my permit, but haven't been working lately because the person that i work with got her permit too, so my cash flow has been from pretty steady to none at all all in one fell swoop.  anyway... i've got a new bf, and i really like him.  he lives close by and he is soooo funny.  anyway i better go now.  

Caio all!

~Baby