Ya... Falling... I think I've done it. I think I've fallen in love with Jay... or at least am falling. I'm just terrified that he won't feel the same way. The poem was basically everything that I've been feeling the past few days. I really would like to just have some solidarity or some knowledge about how he feels. I'm just not sure how to ask him about it without sounding like a child... which I'll admit, I still am...
Idk... I just don't want to go back to myself being "bad". I just really need to keep staying good, and with Jay, it's really easy to stay good, but he understands that I'm going to slip up a little every once in a while, so he's "supportive" silently. He understands what I'm feeling without me even having to say anything, and I both love that, and am terrified by that. I guess that's really all I have to say...
Just more of the usual I guess...
I'm just REALLY happy these days as well... and a LOT of that is from Jay... some of that is from being medicated these days as well...
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